Mother

My grandmother passed away Monday, December 10, 2018. I don’t know how to feel. I cried a couple tears at my desk at work and kept coding for a couple hours. Part of me knew this day would occur. Part of me didn’t expect it so soon. When I last saw her in October, she […]

happy birthday

Today marks my 32nd birthday, and I must admit that I am not very excited. The past six months have been pretty rough. I feel isolated. My interests in circus and photography have dwindled. I am emotionally drained. This all kinda sucks right now. Here’s to a better year. happy birthday

Go Home and Grind

It’s a well-known fact that I’m a workaholic. This doesn’t necessarily instill a sense of pride or regret. When I left Kyruus, I was so committed to maintaining a “perfect” work-life balance that I neither brought my work laptop home nor cloned edX repositories on my personal laptop. I think that lasted for two months, maybe. The truth is: I […]

Hurts So Good

For the past two-and-a-half months I have been away from circus due to injury, illness, and holidays. I’ve mostly spent the time wishing I were back at circus, coding, and watching a lot of streaming media. Last week marked return. I was a bit nervous as I assumed I would have forgotten the various tricks and routines I’ve […]